Wednesday, January 02, 2008
This would be the place for new outlet place to vent my anger...
Bringing all my dark and negative side of me in this cyber world ...
Unlike the sunny side of me in the other blog world where i protrayed to others.
i realised closing up yourself is another way of preserving yourself from so many things...
The things i feel abt fren...may not be appreciated that is all...
thus this alternative blog i am write could record my non-so happiness moment of my life...
Part of the culture of Gemini... Live life seperately...
No one cares, no one knows, No one Understands...
Life is just filled with difference... we dunno when we faced someone that is really "real" to us???
Apart from the Pro and Cons of life and benefits and harms to each other...
We might be wearing a face or mask that wants to deceive others as well as equally towards ourselves.
Is it out of protection? or is it that we expect other ppl to understand us? not show publicly the real true self? waiting for someone to discover? Maybe it is juz the way it is that we need to learn how the harsh reality of this world is.
We learn to adapt to the new changes and grow with the environment even though not trully knowing each other.
We thought that we know each other well, yet there are always something that hides behind that acknowledging face. How can we figure out the truth when u hide behind a false facade? or something u believe is safe in order not to break the friendship.
Tearing behind a smiley face... Is it the right choice? it would be only painful for yourself...
Alright, Let's move on!!!
I believe in the near future, i would be seeing more masked face in the society.
N Will i wear an invicible mask too and act blur??? probably yes... sad isn't so??? yet it is life...
